OMG WTF, I have brain-fog and I can’t wake up. I am in a twilight haze of sleepiness that no amount of caffeine will dissipate. I feel like I’ve been drugged! I’m not kidding! I feel this huge artificial sense of body- and brain-exhaustion, confusion, lethargy…utter fatigue. Isn’t spring weather supposed to energize? But instead, I feel like I’m wading through warm syrup. My eyelids are heavy, my head is involuntarily nodding…can’t concentrate. Am I still typing this? Can’t type much longer–it’s not the fine motor skills I’m lacking, it’s the clarity and intention.
I’m going upstairs to take a nap but I’m freaking out because I have bunches and bunches of stuff to get done today and I don’t even have the energy to get dressed, let alone do my errands.
March 20th, 2009 at 11:56 am
I used to think that I had a severe case of ADHD. It turns out that I am a ranting eccentric. LOL. I do not know you personally, but I read your book and I think you are balanced right. I mean, you seem to have a realistic thought process.
The opposite of ADHD would seem to be a controlled and concentrating mind. It sounds pretty good, so congrats!
March 20th, 2009 at 4:34 pm
I suspect you’re the only person in the world who thinks I’m “balanced right.”
*laughing*
March 25th, 2009 at 7:00 am
I can’t help but adore you! I am a former sex worker myself. I am now an eccentric film maker and all around artist. You seem a lot more balanced than me!